sad febuary!!
well, my dad, had gt a stroke on the 1st of feb. things happen when he was bathing, and he suddenly black out n felt total numbness on his left hand& legs. den the very stubborn him refused to go hospital so i have to claim 6 hrs and went home immed to force him to the hospital. knowing that he wnt wanna be on an ambulance, so i gt ken to quickly get his car n drive him go. think he was feeling quite down, and refused to talk to any of the nurses. so well i had to be on UL to go hospital to check him out n talk more to him. so me and my bro had been running in n out of hospital since den. its so sad to the papa that is always full of energy talking loudly to us n yelling at us gt so down n sick. and he is so ego, no doubt he dnt wish to talk. but whenever he see us der, he is really happier, and its been long long long long since the whole family had gt time to talk, esp we with our father, and plus i m married. so his sudden stroke brim our family closer than before.
now, doc say he is stable n he is transfered to the rehab cebter to train bac the strength and i think its gonna take a longgggggggg time. hope he wil be home b4 new year.

the main cause of his stroke is excessive alcohol consumption n smoking. so it cause his blood pressure to went up really high and burst one of the blood vessels in his brain, his brain is bleeding thats why he gt a stroke. hope u ppl wil note more of the elderlys ard you n ask them nt to drink n smoke so much.

was so tired ( i nver feel so tired before) and i m returning to worr tmrw, the worse thing is no matter how sad/unhappy i am , i have to fake a smile infront of everybody esp i m in the retail line. sigh!! i dnt even hav the time to get any pcs of new year clothes yet.
everyting is tiring me out!

hope my dad get well soon!! and dear world, pls gif me some space to breathe can!!