cant really wake up today , my head is kinda lik spinning n spinning. so i have to ask ah yan to go checkout kayes when he cry , and i hav to ask my mum to help feed kayes for 1 of his feed cause i cant get out of the bed. omg. sighs! and i keep gg bac to slp upon every half an hr of intervals. and wake up every half n hourly as well. lik wad i say , its been long since i SLEPT WELL.

well , tell my dad abt my blog for all u lik , i dare write i hav nth to fear. and my ears wnt nt be open for his persuasions oso. do nt talk to me abt PRIVACY wherby u r the first to CALL MY FREN UP , from den did u ever think of privacy? oh wad abt the chats u had wif ur fren while DRINKING HAPPILY AWAY TIL DAWN and keep msg u dnt reply even shut off ur fone, wad if smth urgent really happen to kayes or wadever , I BET U GNA STAY GUILTY FOR UR WHOLE LIFE. and u are all dress up to go drinking , hw happy r u ! and if i even wan MORE ppl to noe , i would nt have del my post. well i dnt wanna say anymore , cos by thinking of it is making my blood boil , and i hadnt been slpin n eating well, nt lik u stil can find the time to do nonsense ya. dnt tell me upset den go find ur bros or wadever la , did i do the same thing when i m upset, or giving myself an excuse to sneak out n drink til DAWN. oh wadever! i need to chill , if nt at any time i can alrd predicted i m gna get seriously sick. by complaining does nt make u a hero , and frm the start u noe wad causes me to lost my temper and yet all the complains u make somehw doesnt really seems relevant at all.

well enough abt YOU , at least der is stil kayes who i m smiling for.

i miss the outside air. i had been staying in the hse for almost every min n sec. sighs!