Friday, February 27, 2009
.... .... ♥
10:35 PM
.... tmr wil be the after-so-long de afternoon shift. a bit happy a it sianx. happy cause i can slp til the sun shine on my ass, sianx cause i wil be the last to go hm :( and den after that, it wil be the startin of a brand new month!!!
well i definitely hope march wil be a better mth ..
wil rest in another 3 days time. woohooo!
.. dunno wad else to say except.. i m really getting tired and more tired as day pass.
the real pregnancy had started.
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
ECP? CTE ? ♥
9:57 PM
i din sleep ytd!! i think 3am i m stil whining away in bed almost crying cause leg aching :( nt cramp. is lik hen suan!!! i gt to stretch n stretch . and i landed up flipping the whole night. poor me. .. so i decided to cab to wrkk cause i m simply nt in the mood to squeeze wit the mornin crowd. BIGGEST REGRET. instead of bein early , i m lik 3 mins late? and the whole bloody journey took me 1 hr ! the uncle intro me go by ECP but usually i took PIE/CTE. but that uncle say there is 2 erp gantry at $4 per entry. so he say save $$$ , go by ECP exit rochor. scarly we met with the most HORRIBLE JAM ever seen in sg, and the cab i was in, simply did nt budge at all!! its totally nt moving. i m so pissed wit the cabby. cheated me. after we clear the jam, i used an unhappy tone to tell him to be faster as I M LATE ALRD. he felt so guilty that he apologize sayin he din noe ECP wil be so jam today. he ask me wads the usual rate if i took by cte, i said $15... ................. so he sincerely ask me to jus pay him the usual $15 wil do.. (OH THE METER READ: $30.30) by the time i reach paragon. this amt is enuf to let took a midnite cab frm wlds to pasir ris!! but because of his sincerity , i accepted it or else I WOULD HAV COMPLAIN HIM TO COMFORT DELGRO BY NOW ALRD. okies, hope tnite i wil slp really well. i m waitin for hubby to be hm now :)
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
♥
9:22 PM
went gynae today. well amniotic fluid level is stil e same. and kayes was sleepin when doin the u/s. doc say he was fine, healthy. so stayz all the way k!!! :) good boy. and doc gave me a zoom-ed in pict of his "face" which is so hard to figure out how exactly he look lik in that nt clear black/white ultra sound print-out. :)
doc say more water in water bag might due to diabetics, but i did nt hav any b4 my pregnancy oso. and maybe it jus happened on me only during pregnancy. he said things can be under controll-ed if i follow their strict diet IF I HAPPEN TO KENA DIETBETICS. hope nt. as they said dietbetics attacked preggy easily. see la, eat oso wrong, I EAT SO LIL oso maybe wil kena.
:( anyway gg for the test next week. god bless kayes n me. yay.
well was rotting my time away wit juan at axa and ah soon joined us in the later part, but sad thing they left first cause hubby did nt reach on time to pick me up :(
alrites gotta rest soon cause i m wrkkin morning shift tmr. i lov morning shift though i hate gettin up early, but at least i can go hm earlier n rest :)
good day everyone! :)
Monday, February 23, 2009
stop , i need to slow down ♥
9:11 PM
well. been bac to wrkk for the second day. so far so good, condition under control( i hope i m rite) jus that its really mentally torturing to have down the medicines during wrkk, and the super duper drowsy medicine is affecting my hormones and makin me look grumpy and UGLY everyday. haha. i think i feel ugly when i m nt happy :( and i have to endure the dizzyness cause by the meds and smile at customers happily if der is any . hen xin ku!! but well, certain things is nt within my control. so long baby stay fine i felt all is worth for him. shall bite my teeth for a few mths more!! anyway i had plan for an early maternity leave by 1 mth so it wil be somewher ard may. the purpose of it is to let me really really rest and getting ready for labour. and in any case if after birth, the remainin 3 mths is nt enough, i stil hav my childcare leave and annual leave to back
me up . its off day tmr. but wil be to the gynae at 9.15am.. so yep no diff. i used to rushed myself for everything.. rushing for time.. eating really fast .. walkin really big steps n fast.. wanted to complete my task fast.. wanting to be fast for doin sales. ...... right now, i beginning to realise that i really need to slowwwwwwwwwwww down. time to really really relax myself a while.. time to take thing slowly and one at a time. after all being so fast all half of my life, i started to feel the real tiredness, and the urge to stop n slow down and rest .................................
Friday, February 20, 2009
at home. ♥
2:22 PM
had been resting at home for this past few days.. meds den sleep den eat den meds again and slp -_- .. its really bored but no choice, its really better be safe den sorry. so i really cant walk that fast as usual or have any big or loud movements anymore. hubby say when i return to wrkk on sunday better dnt move ard that much if can sit , jus sit.. lol i wil try to but sometimes during wrkk , its jus hard to control .
anyway forget to share, kayes had grown some hair alrd!! haha . when i went u/s that day it shows some tiny strands of hairs on his round round head and i ask the doc are dos his hairs, he say yea. cute! but pls remb, do nt rush to come out at any moments now , PLS. :)
(the part wher i m pointing is kayes 's round round head, at 5mths 3weeks old :0 )
yea, half a day gone i have jus done some reading, seeen the u/s pict i have of kayes from a embryo til now.. and i m loading my taiwan series and waiting for hubby to be home :)
may god bless kayes and all of us!
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
kayes . ♥
9:46 PM
had a stomachache ytd :( decided to went to gynae today .. thought jus eaten smth wrong. but scans and tests shows that its nt good at all. my fluid bag had many water which is nt very good beacuse it mean baby wil come out premature-infact anytime. !!! hes stil very small , and hes only 800grams at the moment. doc say due to too hyper active, walk too much and fast and move too much during work . he had given me some medications to stop the SLIGHT contraction i m having. oh no :( only ppl in labour hav contractions :( and doc had given me 4 days mc for me to stay in bed and stp moving about . i m sad . but the scan show that baby is 100% healthy , it jus that its nt right to come out now :(
dear kayes, pls pls pls pls, stay wit mummy for 4 more month, pls do nt rush to come out yet can ? mummy daddy know u can do it ! love u always :) and god, pls bless us. esp kayes to be healthy and strong . (even though the nurses and doc are sayin hes super active and keep movin ard)
went jb ytd, see gods comin for thr first time in my life. long n hot journey a long tiring day ...
after that went kaki bukit and browse through their baby hypermarts der. bought baby cloth diapers, baby wrap, coolin mat and booty n mittens for kayes. cute:)
yep , the medicine simply make me super sleepy, i guess its a good way to pin me to bed so that i can minimize my movements ...
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
great deal. ♥
12:19 AM
yea!!! baby finally bought me a phone. sony ericsson w595 - pink :)
new addition to enen's pink family .. my 1st 3G phone, 1st phone wit more than 2 megapixels :)
cause i m nt suitable to take good n expensive phone as i kept losin them. i m gna try my BEST to keep this phone wit me as long as i can.
and oh... heres the bad news :
i kena orh ba kup(blue-black eye) thanks to hubby's ring and his knuckle. shall not elaborate how it happens again cause i think i kena disfigured liao - sad :( see the pict i took during workk under the strong lightings, it could be worse if i did nt conceal them wit layers of foundation :(
lols, see buy phone free blue-black. only i gt this super good deal !
its off day tmr - yay!!! :)
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
maid. ♥
9:45 PM
valentines day is near , so wads up ? its fine if u were to plan nothing cause u are always likdat :(
well we are getting a maid soon.and we have to train her within my 4 mths of maternity leave.
yvonne share wit me some tips on how she discipline her maid which i think its reasonable n fair enough .
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no hp, no off days. true, she wil start being strayed after she gt a phone and shes able to meet guys and got in to relatioship gettin hersel pregnant. but shes wil get to follow when we are going out , its lik a off day to her.
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not to hold house keys , wil leave a set of spare key home but nt allow to brim it out. yea i wil nver wanto see my maid runnin away or bringin someone else hm.
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allowance of $20 per mth as shes being paid $350 per mth but $330 goes to the agency as these maids had borrow money and we are paying several mths of their saleries at one go to the agency to repay their loan/debt . she cant go out anyway so $20 wil be for buying her toiletries- only when we went out and shes nt to go anywher alone .
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help out esp cooking time, if she cant cook - do all the preparation job e.g cutting, washing..
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gentle,soft spoken and we should always be
firm when speakin to her or shes gna step over ur head.
-hardworking, and must have initiative , basic cleaning to be done everyday . follow instruction
and
no ARGUEING BACK . NO ATTITUDE PROBLEM. -alert, and always with infants/baby and caring , patience. - be
sorry for mistakes and nt denying and say "i did nt , i never . nt me , i dnt noe "
-buy oversea calling cards for her once a mth to let her call home if she done her job well to reward her.
- do not reveal wher we are going if she asked when we are nt brining her out or if she have to stay back for some hse wrkk, as she shouldnt be knowin our wherabouts and wad time are we gg bac..
well der is stil alot more if u were to wrkk for me, cause i m nt an easy employer and i dnt have a good temper to be tested with . but definitely i wnt abused my maids or ill-treat them after all. but if ever i find that the maid is givin problem, or tellin me she want to go home, or she is nt following instruction at all, I WNT HESITATE TO SEND HER BAC TO THE AGENCY AND REQUEST FOR A CHANGE TO ANOTHER ONE. i can be nice but i am nver the one u can triffle with :) for dos ppl who have maids with hps keep ringin or shes been msgin and if shes out every sunday, or if she is given all her salaries to keep for herself after the 8 mths wherby we have to start payin her monthly wages.. do take a walk ard lucky plaza and dnt be surprise if u find ur maid in ugly revealing tops hugging guys and sitting around the grounds. or dnt get shock when u see them placing mini stools around trying to provide cheapppp "manicure" service to other maids ya. and some day u might find ur maid dead cause she jumped to her death as shes scare when she discover shes pregnant wit dnt-noe-which siamese worker. better play safe den sorry. .. oh i also saw alot sending their employer child to school but nt gg home immed but sitting ard bus-stops, void decks chatting and yankin away. even if she out der for hrs, u wil nver noe.
Sunday, February 8, 2009
I WANT THIS!! ♥
12:51 AM
was the first to reach today . as usual ah soon was late . bought a pair of pumps for wrkk at far east wit the anti slip sole for only $17 !!! den went over toh payoh with "auntie" juan and over to kiddy palace. der is so many things i wanna get, but i prefer to browse thru them REALLY SLOWLY, haha so other day when i m alone or wit hubby ba :) hop over to marina finally for yuki-yaki but long waiting list so settle for foodcourt :) den bid goodbyes and i m off to vivo spot check hubby. hoho . or rather wait for him finish wrkk, when i reach der hes alrd doin closing.
went in charles n keith and bought another sandals again. i lik :) though sometimes i feel their shoes is too hard and sucks :( but e one i bought is stil ok :)
TO HUBBY :
B... I WANT THE ICECREAM PHONE- PINK COL FOR VALENTINE LAR. PLSPLPLSPLSPLS.
I TRY TO PROMISE I WIL PUT 80% OF EFFORT NOT TO MISPLACE MY PHONE AGAIN.
I WAN A PHONE THAT CAN TAKE BABY PICT AND HAVE IT AS A WALLPAPER AND NT A $35 FONE WHICH U SAY I CAN ONLY GET . :)
Friday, February 6, 2009
weekend! ♥
10:58 PM
dearest darling , can u kick mummy gently instead of so hard!!! HOHO :) its painful u noe. but i guess u are jus bored n wann mummy talk n play wit u ya. *cuteness . or are u askin for ur daddy? well ur daddy is happily enjoying his lovely company dinner. while poor mummy is biting on chips n net surfing alone here. humph :( nvm we wil punished daddy by asking him to tell u 2 stories later kies :) yay! tmr is lovely saturday again. its a bit diff and i m so high abt cause i m gna meet my beloved ah soon n juan ( the 3 of us) after sooooooooooooooo LONG. well had no plannnings or places in mind, jus romp ard and i nid to get a new flats/pumps for wrkk . hmmm. well recently was quiet in the malls .. no more busy crowd or tourists doin shopping. sigh.. can the economy PLS TURN BETTER SOON!! ox year is a hard year. every1 gotta wrkk extra extra hard for $$$. jiayou everyone!!!! nontheless, be glad that at least neither me or u or anyone whos the fortunate 1 that we are nt being retrenched!! been watching abit of human natural birth videos. was frightened by the sight of it initially .. but after severals videos.. actually its jus parts n parcel of a woman life. and esp the fate of the lil life is in ur hand, whether he come out sucessfully or enduring the horrible contractions, its the mummy's determination n wil that persists. without mummy(s), der is no us today. if the umpteen woman i seen in the videos, the lost count no. of frens ard me who did it , der is NO REASON ON WHY I CANT. fear aside, cheerios to all the mummies to brought us to this world. and i ..............................................wil try my very best to brim u safely to this world despite i m scared of the pains and bloods and everything. jiayou!!! i can do it!! and i wanna do it w/o epidurals or any assisting ----> i hope i can :( its 11.15pm now, AND UR DADDY IS STIL NT HOME!!!!!
Monday, February 2, 2009
post cny blues ♥
9:04 PM
see, lik wad i expected every year after cny - I SURELY FELL SICK . due to over stuffing of heaty food i guess. last night i was having tremendous body aches, headaches and fever. until i cant take it n cnt sleep, i wake hubby up cause i say i wan panadol. he dnt agree but i really cant takeit anymore til he relent. anyway i gt a big tick off frm him oso. he say serve me rite for eating so much heaty food. :( but he stil massage me and hong me go sleep. i fall asleeep wit sweats all over my body and finally the pain subsided a lil bit . he said he see me sleep den he go sleep. sure? haa. luckily today i off , tmr too . so dnt need mc or doc. anyway they olways only gif panadol due to pregnancy . so wad for? uhhhh .. no mood. i think i had been lying on the bed since yest night, for more than 20 hrs plus. i think i m jus over heaty :( god bless .
