Tuesday, September 23, 2008
silence kill ♥
10:23 PM
went for the eau premiere and lift lumiere training today . very very tired, sitting in the small and uncomfortable lecture room for 9 hrs. but luckily der is a 1 hr lunch break in between and some short toilet break..
tot was finally going out after the tedious training for a while, tot ders movie or anything.
but it eventually ended up with nothing. see? i m fighting hard for time . recently i found myself too busy and yet quite free. i jus dnt noe wad to do or wadver. w/o anyone by my side too.
had been living in my own world for quite some time alrd. i m slowly getting used to it, very into it.
i found consolence by nt talking. i find serenity in being alone. i feel peace when i iso.
sorry pals and everyone, if i hadnt been talking or being the usual rowdy me lately,
i m jus very very down, and my silence can really kill.
dnt ever ask me wads wrong, cause i dnt confront in anyone at all.
this big balloon, is bursting any time, if anyone keep blowing air into it.
can u stil remb why a ring is rOund?
