Tuesday, September 23, 2008
BE IT ♥
12:51 AM
im simply exhuasted. its a challenge at chanel, but i enjoy each n every part of it. though i kept everything to mysel, but i m very used to doin that oso. anyway "things" is nt getting any better. but since it gt to be this way, y nt just stop it? heart dead on it. had an extra hard day today, went for some briefing as early as 9am, but i wrkk at 1pm. thats torturous. so me and ayu jus went slacking all the way. den i m bac right here, living in my own world, counting down to hrs later, i gt to start my day again. i hav gt our christmas parfum- no.5 eau premier and our new foundation- lift lumiere trainig tmr ; or rather ltr.i started nt to believe in tuesday anymore, in fact i m hating every min of my life now. yep. that wad i mean by CHANGES and REVOLUTIONS. oh ya for training, we gt to put on full make up + well groom. so i was lik putting some nail polish - I SWEAR ITS A VERY QUICK WAN cause i dnt wan to get said during the training, oso kena fuck. sigh.. i seriously dnt get it. how come ppl can do so i presume its ok to go ahead. but i din noe that i m doing wrongthing. anyway i m that kind who wnt bother to explain mysel. so be it. wadever. i try to keep to mysel as much as i can, but i m jus lik any balloon, the MORE air i have, the sooner i wil burst. but because i m a taurus, thats why i preserve. TIL NOW.
