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Thursday, July 24, 2008
its jus another one sided of mine. ♥ 12:29 AM

can anyone define the word DISAPPOINMENT? i guess i can.
or maybe i m too gullible. or rather naive.
why would any one gif this someone hope and yet the ending is always disappoinment?
or maybe i dreamt too far.


i m sorry, junior. i m nt fated to see u afterall, after i waited and countless counting downs for ur appearance. i tot, it wil be nice, damn nice to have u. jus mi, u and my precious. 3 of us, jus e 3 of us. i m really sorry. but i wil always remb, i named u junior. i am suppose to welcome u on the 11th of sept. but things jus wnt wrk out.
totally devastated.

my eyes, my both eyes. they are so tired after endless tears continuosly. no comfort in return. only accusations of i dnt understand at all.

wads is happening? to every 1 and every thing. that i treasured the most and i yearn for the most.

or maybe, should i jus ran away from every thing and every thing, so that i can cry out real loud.

i m so tired. i dnt have the kind of strength any more.
my eyes are so tired, they jus dnt feel lik opening anymore.

if i had a wish now, i hope some jerk would jus knock mii down, if i cant die, at least put mii into a coma. so that i can forget all the beautiful dreams and everything i assumed.
its tiring to remb sweet dreams , coming so neAR, yet so far.

i m tired. i m mentally tired. i m really tired. i cant be faking a smile to myself forever when my heart had alreADY sank to the most right bottom of the deepest part.

i need to be alone, i guess.

everything jus dnt turn out right, every time.