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i m jus abit down n emo. i m jus sad.

i dare nt dream of any more celebations. cause its so one sided. why muz i bother so much when no one cares or remb.
next every tuiesday, i guess i wil jus go around anywhere myself, so as nt to disturb anyone. wad an only off day wit u, yet it does nt seems important.
.. if i jus hav some one to talk to. can u understand how sad and disappointed am i? i m so tired of all this.
tell me how .

i m at cine shopp now. wad the hell. i din even noe i wrkk here today. and thats how IRRESPOSIBLE SOMEONE ARE. sucks can. it does nt feel good to be back here, cause i dnt lik it here anymore. i m nt familiar with anything at all. but i m nt gna defeated by all this small lil things ya.
and thats enci. unless u get mi dead, or else i wil nver say die.

ytd, baby and i slept real late. well.. i was abt to let go ler, when suddenly baby grab mii tight and wipe away my tears. how warm!!
cause, u had nver bother abt dos tears b4, and ur warmth grab me back .
sighhs. i m very tired.
suddenly i had a new wishing list again. a very hope to hav wishin list :

i needA new fone badly!!!
i wan that princessy jil stuart pressed powder.
i wan junior.
i really wann go shopping, i guess my wardrobe is gettin rusty :x
i wanted a UNFORGETABLE 1 YR ANNIVERSARY, but i guess u wnt bother to gif any :(
i wan FUN AND LAUGHTER PEACE AND JOY
i wan a real good nite rest
i wan PINK PASSION to keep rocking, now n always!!
and ... i wanna
TAKE A BREAK FROM EVERYTHING, I WANNA GO HOLIDAY
JUS MII N U!!!
i wan and i really wan
.................

wad is the 2 of them talking abt. wads the somthing that cannot be said?
fine. i really really HAD ENOUGH. every tuesday, always likdat. who is going to spare a tot for me? why are there secrets everywhere? and i m lik a idiot always spilling everything out. tot we are suppose to share?
TUESDAY TUESDAY TUESDAY! i m lik living in a world full of ugly secrets. look likes, its nt i nver change. but there are forevr something, its jus lik cattle calling the cattle black. i dare to say, last year de today, even i noe u for a short while, even i started to lik u, but no matter wad, if u can come out, or if u are wrkking, i always go find u. but its jus abt the matter of wad u exactly did. I GAVE UP IN EVERYTHING.

my off day ended with NOTHING again.
and thats about today.

mondae!! i m tired. i slept @ 5 ytd. and im bac at wrkk today !! uhhhh.
baby look, this ah fork of urss is stil very pretty kies! haha. taken ytd when u are outside happy tv-ing. while i m in the room bzy with pinkpassion. and cam-whoring. muhahaa.

anyway, friends!! pinkpassion is proud to announce the new launch of our new series of contact lenses from japan!!

visit : ourpinkpassion.blogspot.com

or: ourpinkpassion2.blogspot.com for more details!!

and guess wad?? baby had agree that we can hav junior!!

arites, junior wait for mii, i m coming for u!!

*ytd we watch video of shadow(baby previous dog) . big and handsome boy!! very obedient too. i wann my junior to be lik him. cool.

and oh, im havin a veri bad shoulder pain maybe due to long hrs staring at the computer in a nt rite position. arrrh.

tiredness.

actually, i noe u do love me after all.
i m touched by the tears u shed.
kenneth tan, u are mine, FOREVER.

can anyone define the word DISAPPOINMENT? i guess i can.
or maybe i m too gullible. or rather naive.
why would any one gif this someone hope and yet the ending is always disappoinment?
or maybe i dreamt too far.


i m sorry, junior. i m nt fated to see u afterall, after i waited and countless counting downs for ur appearance. i tot, it wil be nice, damn nice to have u. jus mi, u and my precious. 3 of us, jus e 3 of us. i m really sorry. but i wil always remb, i named u junior. i am suppose to welcome u on the 11th of sept. but things jus wnt wrk out.
totally devastated.

my eyes, my both eyes. they are so tired after endless tears continuosly. no comfort in return. only accusations of i dnt understand at all.

wads is happening? to every 1 and every thing. that i treasured the most and i yearn for the most.

or maybe, should i jus ran away from every thing and every thing, so that i can cry out real loud.

i m so tired. i dnt have the kind of strength any more.
my eyes are so tired, they jus dnt feel lik opening anymore.

if i had a wish now, i hope some jerk would jus knock mii down, if i cant die, at least put mii into a coma. so that i can forget all the beautiful dreams and everything i assumed.
its tiring to remb sweet dreams , coming so neAR, yet so far.

i m tired. i m mentally tired. i m really tired. i cant be faking a smile to myself forever when my heart had alreADY sank to the most right bottom of the deepest part.

i need to be alone, i guess.

everything jus dnt turn out right, every time.

8.10 pm.
cine.
wrkking.
missing baby lik hell.
jus open sales.
watching dou niu yao bu yao.
day- dreaming.
fighting for salez.

aRRRRRRRRRRRgh. cine p/c sucks to the max. seeing the sales is lik this no matter how hard
u try, its really damnz discouraging. cause mii to have a sudden lost of interest in my wrkk.
i m considering/ seriously thinking sholud i quit? no payrise. comm lousy. and nowadays the boss jus dnt care anymore. SUCKS TO THE CORE. okie, since nobody gif a damn, der is no need to wrkk so hard any more, i shall wash my hands off every thing regarding wrkk and onces i make up my mind, i shall slowly go job-hunting.
since i m here for 2 yrs ler, but things stil remain e same. wad for?

tmr wil be the last day of pink passion contact lens spree #1. sigh, its nt so good but i dare say its already a thumbs up for a first time online shop xiao lao ban niang lik mi ;). jia you jia you alrites!!!
i shall nt say defeat so easily.

ytd, baby ask mii y din i aplogize to melvin when the dart hit his hand. y?
1) he should nt be blocking der no matter wad, cause he knew frm the start i m in middle of a game.

2) its a rubber dart, i might say sorry if u say OUCH but too bad, u say na beh chee bye. or wadever. i hate vulgarites. esp frm guys.

3) this guy need to wake up his idea, cause if u are unhappy. dnt let it out on us. we did nt commit any crime , we merely dnt wanna watch that movie on 2am. i m nt e 1 who oppose, but baby wnt be willing too. its too late, and he needa wrkk the next day.

4) i really din mean it and u react until u are in super pain until ur finger is gg to drop off. lik as if u are blaming mii,

5) u ask ow am i with they all. but ow bluff mi u needa noe cause u needa get the tixs. but facts are nt this way. its nt wrong for mii to follow. i merely tag along, i did nt disturb any 1 of ya at all.
u shld be paiseh that ur that group of friends stil owe my baby money kies.

but wadever it is , i jus dnt mean to hurt ur finger ya.

i wrkk 5 days a week
tues mii n baby off - we din even go out. but he stil meetup wit u all, wad more u all wan?
saturday - i went hm. i thrust baby that he wnt run out secretly wit u all, if yes thats so unfair, cause even i oso stay at hm.
sunday- baby wrkkk, i sleep whole day.
weekdays- both of us wrkking, e oni time we had : after wrkk in the train and late night, chat a while den slp. the same routine repeat again. he get the chance to meet you guys up, wad bout mii? i nver even meet any of my frens up for ages!!nt even dinner. dnt even think i m 24hrs sticking to him. if he dnt even hav the time for mii, how to hav extra for u guys? hey . but at least he try.

better stop pushing everything or i m gna lose my cool.

baby i miss ya, and i m sorray fer everything n everything.

today. wholeday i jus kena scoldings from baby. thats really bad. he says i nver help in housechore, make him so bzy lik hell. how to? i dnt do housework at home since young.
and the more i help, the more trouble i caused. i cried, and i ran away.. i sit alone outside for quite some time, i was seriously thinking whether should i leave. since to him, i m jus a good-for-nothing. obviously i had enough. jus as i muster enuf courage to tell i wil let him go, my tears drop lik hell again. but he merely jus replied that deep in his heart, he had never wann mii go.
oni true love wil gif u such words. thats our true love. but it cannot erase my sadness away =(
but the story always ended mii, running back to the warm waiting arm of my prince. love rocks!

jus now went cine, saw ah cheng and joyce. ah cheng realize my eyes was swollen and she tot i gt ba chiam. and joyce looks sad. think is abt the $$$ thingy. sigh. alot of things/inccidents is fated in our life which we all cant control. jus lik baby deserve some one alot better, but he jus love the veri not-lik-any-normal- gal lik mii =)
he jus said that day to my face: I WIL MARRY U MEANS I WIL K!!!
sounds stern yet strong.

baby seems unhappy. i suppose is melvin gave face jus now. ya, i believe in friendship. but even a childish person lik mi wil grow up, wil hav bf, wil get married wil hav kids. cannot be forevr tgt wit friends jus because u ppl are stil single and we muz acc u ppl .
and he seems to have loads to say, but he jus wnt tell out. the most important things between couple is share right? i tell u every of my hapiness and sadness, why cant u jus do the same.
though i m with u everyday, but i dnt noe ur thinking at all. i m lik all alone in that faraway place.

i wanna noe more abt u, but its impossible for me to achieve this alone, u have to share.
i m sad, SAD, SAD.
say u lov mi pls.

hi. i m bac here. lol. cineleisure. sighhh.. with so mmany mmany compettitors ard. hw to survive? even uncle(next door, so old bird) oso cant have any salez. yea. IF U ARE SO GREAT OR CAPABLE, WHY NT SIT HERE AND DO THE SALEZ URSEL. PISSING PPL. GOD NOE WHO I MENTIONING ABT YA.

our things is more pricey than fellow neighbours
our main shop is jus upstairs, -LOADS MORE PRODUCTS UP DER .
and now a days, nobody jus gif a damn abt p/c.
stock oso lesser than ppl, top seller new designs all upstairs. wad for?

went wrkk wit bb this morning. i woke up late, i took some time to make up..
i forgot my ciggy, baby go bac take.
i reach mrt stat, i go 7-11 buy lighter
den i top up ez- link card , that particular machine dnt accept nets!!!
aiiyo. den baby jus say, i make him late for wrkk.

hhaa. wad to do, when u ursel noe ur wifey is jus so so cute, and forgetful plus blur. hoho. k lar, i m sorry alrites!

was watching er zuo ju er wen this few day. damn nice. 30 % of my blurness n clumsyness oringinated frm her i guess. and 20% of my cries frm her too. i feel that certain part we are quite alik it jus that, she dnt hav that kind of explosive temper of mine. hoho. baby promise tonight he wil acc mii watch the last episode. ohhhh. faster pls =)


yep, bac to wrkk. bao bao wo xiang ni !

OH I LOST MY FONE AGAIN YTD!!! nt surprising ya? but oh come on, i jus lost a fone 2 weeks ago. and this fone belong to joycelyn. she muz be sad =( but stil tell mii its ok. SORRY YA, I M REALLY SORRY . i wil pay u bac .
sighs. damn the fcuker who stole my fone. der is so many pushcart n shop here why keep aim mi? and i m that kind wherby no matter how chui is my fone i oso bu she de to get mysel a new 1 and i wil rather use a spoil fone than gettin a new wan. infact i dnt even plan to buy any and i wil jus stic to baby's n70 , though that fone is equal to 1/2 useless as i cant hear ppl talk at all =(


sighs. life @ cwp is gonna end in 2 days time. i m quite happy cause i wnt have to wake up that early and travel all e way frm parsir ris to woodlands everyday; rushing lik hell and yet nt enough slp at all. bye, cwp!


...am doing sales breakdown now for cwp p/c. accounts. i hate it. i stil own kenneth june's report
which i haven even email him. i reach home so late every night, its nt that i go out or wad, after dinner we went home, rest a while bathe and i almost gt no energy left. how to do the report? and i see nothin to motivate mysel to do the report.

oh pause for a while jus now cause iora staffs came and enquire abt the contact lenses. they are nice ppl . veri nice, i m nt veri close with them but they gave mii staff purchase when i bought a top from them. maybe they see mii everyday thats why.

okies. oh i m watching a litre of tears think is japan show @ cruchy roll. quite sad the gal in it. but shes strong!


tata.

Hey baby is a lousy drinker. Lol get for u laptop everyday bring to work watch vidoe ah huh.. free than go blog while u are working hor. Haiz damn boring now. alone in the shop till closing boring. no one to talk to. nothing to do. everything also do finish le. no customer also. BORED. go internet see so many blog u made. haha. Hey actually cannot go internet de hor. but I really too boring le la. so I also blog back lor. Ya no money liao. This month is not my month. All bad thing happen to mi this month KNS. Hopw the TP can appeal succesful otherwise need to pay fine le. Hope fast go home sleep ah.. still have cut hair yet. so long le. Boring day. Got miss mi???

uhhhh. HANGOVER!!! wooh its been long since the last alcohol. and i finally get to drink last nite!! nope i m nt despo for it. i jus lik the feeling of getting real dizzy and keep talking non-stop after glasses of high alcohol content wit almost no mixer de drink. yep i m flying. haha.
anyway happy bdae mel =)
vomited 3 times, and baby was jus PANICK THAT I WIL DIRTY HIS RM so he muz stay n make sure i done it in the dustbin. muahaha. oh, i lost my rubberize waist belt. i flared temper this mornin cause that belt is veri essential to mii, my dresses are too big for mi, i use it to keep them tight =(
I WAN COMPENSATION =(
lol. but baby insist i took off the belt when i drunk and nvr brim it home. how can it be?
u mean u allow mii to undo my belt, leaving my top leng leng and let all ur guys fren see and u din stop mi. confirm cnt be rite? SO I CONCLUDED THAT I DID NT REMOVE THE BELT AT ALL so where is it? arrh bac to the same question . hurr!

oh, talkin abt ytd. dunno why they (i dunno dos guys think is mel's fren) they opened so many bottle and choke up a bill of 500+ and guess who settle the bill? NONE OF THEM, IS BABY TO THEIR RESCUE K!!! but b dnt noe them oso. they gt no money wad for drink so much. and me n b we jus reach tht pub lik maybe 45 mins and we jus started 2 glass of drinks wherby dos bastards alrd finish ard 2 bottles. and does this cost baby 500? i repeat again, WE JUS DRANK 2 GLASS ONI. baby and ow seems angry. baby jus paid for them lik dat and dun even noe they wil keep their promise and pay bac nt. baby say he pay alot so muz drink alot. and yea, so i really drink alot lor. =p
..... no mood. and i stil gt to wrkk. nope, infact i m wrkkin nw.

6.42pm.
first timne blog at this hour.
crowd status: moderate.
i m feeling: tired/ bored =(

oh whole day i was bzy adding ppl or rather gals from every where/ anywhere from frienster.
see already oso dizzy. and ppl wil always comment me back by asking how much is my lenses..
aiyo actually u gals can jus e-mail me so that i can ans all questions at 1 go..
but i m definitely glad that der is some responses . good job!

to friends:
thanks darlings/ babes for supporting!!!
cool friends=)
-joyce
-ting
-samantha
-en
-carole
- serene
and more =)
and customers out der.. thank u.

oh, baby jus msg sae hes gg home now
good life =)
and he says we are g gai gai tmr -but for mels bdae pressie =(
sigh. u shld noe y am i sighing abt lo.

wadever it is, i m counting down to gg home.
i wanna coma , tmr is my off dae!!

woah has fromthereonwards rot liao?? hoho. weeks or rather days din blog ler.
i m very bzy with pink passion!!!
oh pls visit -
OURPINKPASSION.BLOGSPOT.COM for dos barbie big eyed contact lens i imported from korea.
jus a small business with my hubby ^^ hee.

and i gt my lappy ler!!! sony vaio pink. chioz. plus nice camera function. me and ah ber jus cant get our hand off that!!! hee. special thanz to baby for this pink surprise^^
hes the wan who go collect it, hide it in the car boot without leting me noe cause i tot/ suppose this lappy wont come so soon cause it was out of stock!! cause of my unhappy face/ endless complains he make e efforts to rush n scold best denki . ohhhhhhhh baby the bessssst!!!


****
just now was online wit maggie.
suddenly she mentioned this luvena or wad ever
she claim shes kenneth ex, but baby say he had nver lik her b4 and bb sae shes fat n ugly.
he say she stick to him
she say my bb used to drive her go cine wrkk (g-wrap)
but bb say nver.
so whos real.
make mi damn unhappy now, sleep for all u lik i dnt care
how long since my last temper? somethin or some where deep inside me, i m angry.
but some inituition of mine say that babys word are real .

THIS LUVENA OR WADEVER U ARE HERE:
STOP TELLING THT WADEVER STORIES OF URS ARD LAR?
MY HUBBY CLAIMED THAT HES NT EVEN INTERESTED IN U BEFORE.
HE SAYS U ARE FAT. AND UGLY. IF U R UNHAPPY I CANT HELP IT, CAUSE I MERELY REPEAT WAD HE SAYS. AND I DNT EVEN REMB I SMOKE WIT U B4
WHEREBY TRUE ENUF, I DO WRKK AT CINE.
AND PLS DUN EVEN IMAGINE THAT I WIL EVEN MSG U (LAST TIME @BOAT QUAY)
CAUSE HE S THE ONE WHO TYPE N SEND EVERYTHING BY HIMSEL=)
OK, SO GET OUT OF HIS LIFE OH SORRY, U ARE ALRD OUT LONG AGO
AND STOP TELLIN THAT STORY OF URS ARD, AS ITS NT BEEN RECOGNIZE.
NOW , HE ONI DRIVE MI TO WRKK AND HOME, HIS HOME. NT U YEA. PLS TAKE NOTE.