Monday, June 30, 2008
i am, i want, i need. ♥
12:46 AM
sigh. jus read his blog. sucks!!! everybody by now should hav realize last time my attitude problem was 101/100. now i dare say its 60/ 100. and der is definitely nth wrong with me, compare to the others, i m indeed veri arrogant and i m veri straigt forward. but u muz have the conditions to be arrogant. i choose to hurt ppl than lying to them. compare to some one who keep por ppl and act until veri interested but deep inside the heart u are cursing , i think i am better, or at the least i voiced out rather than keeping it. i dun need ppl to accept me instead they muz make sure if i can or rather if i want to accept them. only i m the princess, i m the cinderella, AND NOT ANYONE ELSE. DUN EVEN CARE THE CINDERELLA U ARE REFERING TO MEAN SOMEONE WHO HAVE TO GET HOME B4 12. and i think shes nt even fit to be 1, obviously. today i slept til 5pm!!! once a week coma session, wahaaaa. i went out in the evening, i reach novena damn early . i walk ard (e whole novena) and ders nothing to see at all. - EXCEPT THAT CHARLES & KIETH BAG WHICH I REALLY LIK IT DAMNZ LOADS=( =( =( went harvey norman , take 1 last look at the vaio-pink lap top, and it wil be mine in 2 days time!!! i m lookin forward to tuesday. shopping day!!! my shoppin list: - vaio pink laptop - starhub max moblie surflite(that portable mini modemn thingy) - thunbdrive, laptop bag -make spec - clothes(i hope so) my debts: -ah ber!!!! ($300) for the blog - $100 for insurance (fuck the agent, he tot i no money, wad the hell do $100 mean to me?) - ez-link card - $100 hp bill -$$?? - bbdc - save $$ for our coming 'junior' -pay baby. - jus imagine couple but stil need to pay here pay der. SIGHS........ anyway this few day i m nt veri happy. i not very sure which path should i take. and i need loads of love and care. before i really disappear. i dunno. i m used to be the one n only . be e best in my bf eyes. i dun lik to share nor do i like to second. thats it. i hope i wil havin a really happy 10 mths anni this coming 3rd. nights, enci smile smile, be happy k? enci love u too.
