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sigh. jus read his blog. sucks!!!

everybody by now should hav realize last time my attitude problem was 101/100. now i dare say its 60/ 100. and der is definitely nth wrong with me, compare to the others, i m indeed veri arrogant and i m veri straigt forward. but u muz have the conditions to be arrogant. i choose to hurt ppl than lying to them. compare to some one who keep por ppl and act until veri interested but deep inside the heart u are cursing , i think i am better, or at the least i voiced out rather than keeping it. i dun need ppl to accept me instead they muz make sure if i can or rather if i want to accept them.
only i m the princess, i m the cinderella, AND NOT ANYONE ELSE. DUN EVEN CARE THE CINDERELLA U ARE REFERING TO MEAN SOMEONE WHO HAVE TO GET HOME B4 12. and i think shes nt even fit to be 1, obviously.

today i slept til 5pm!!! once a week coma session, wahaaaa. i went out in the evening, i reach novena damn early . i walk ard (e whole novena) and ders nothing to see at all. - EXCEPT THAT CHARLES & KIETH BAG WHICH I REALLY LIK IT DAMNZ LOADS=( =( =(
went harvey norman , take 1 last look at the vaio-pink lap top, and it wil be mine in 2 days time!!! i m lookin forward to tuesday. shopping day!!!
my shoppin list:
- vaio pink laptop
- starhub max moblie surflite(that portable mini modemn thingy)
- thunbdrive, laptop bag
-make spec
- clothes(i hope so)

my debts:
-ah ber!!!! ($300) for the blog
- $100 for insurance (fuck the agent, he tot i no money, wad the hell do $100 mean to me?)
- ez-link card
- $100 hp bill
-$$?? - bbdc
- save $$ for our coming 'junior'
-pay baby. - jus imagine couple but stil need to pay here pay der.
SIGHS........


anyway this few day i m nt veri happy. i not very sure which path should i take. and i need loads of love and care. before i really disappear. i dunno. i m used to be the one n only . be e best in my bf eyes. i dun lik to share nor do i like to second. thats it.
i hope i wil havin a really happy 10 mths anni this coming 3rd.
nights, enci smile smile, be happy k? enci love u too.

Not that I dun love u. Is I dun noe how to guild u anymore. I was busying wif work whole day but she just dun understand. Wat should say, have already been say. Every single time past by it still go back to the old square one. Sometime i really dun noe how to explain or guild her. Sometime I just wish to let go and walk off. I love her but not her attitude. Sometime it just went too far. I myself cant control my our temper anymore. I really trying very hard to be fair and nice. But it just dun work it way out. Really very tire really. very hard to say or do. I start losing my patient le.

Today is my best friend birthday, ya today I really enjoy myself coz it been so long we ever meet up and catch up wif each other. We went to eat steam boat and we eat all we want like a pig or should say hungry ghost lol. Baby tag along too but she just cant eat much so it quite a wast but it ok. And everything turn out very fine and simple but not last till the end. At first planning to go KTV but in the end was cancel due to 2 people in our group doesnt sing so its quite unfair for them to pay the money to go in and not singing. Than change plan sit outside to have a drink before sending my friends go home. Before heading to their house we plan to go pub so baby can sing and my friend can drink and chill out. In the end, everything was cancel due to someone in the group feeling unwell. At first i so hope tt baby will understand but she complain again. But in my heart I also feel bad if still ask them to go also and more even i next day still have to work but baby can sleep at home coz her off day. Haiz no matter how hard i say also no use so i rather dun say anything and just let her think wat she wan. I really dun noe how to explain anymore. I really dun noe........

Reach house void deck try to reason out wif baby but in the end find myseld feeding mosqiuto haiz. Dun noe la. Life suck....................... Lastly still have to say SHE STILL IN MY HEART BUT IT JUST ONLY THE ATTITUDE OF URS. (LOST)

i noe of a couple.


this gal n guy. to her, the guy meant forever and always in her life. she say she had nver been so happy b4 she met him. days passed, months passed. den she realize this guy stil need to re-considered their relationship. he say fuck off from his life. the gal was seriously thinkin whether she should leave automatically and silently since he already drop such a big hint for her. maybe this way, the guy wil be much more happier. to her, she merely jus wan some comfort, more time for her or at least make the effort to talk to her for once a day. to the guy, shes a burden. he feels that shes the worse. no matter how hard she change. even for the slightly better. he thinks that shes a bitch. shes childish. or maybe he already start to hate her? its not the first time he chased her away. how does it feel to be chased away by the one u love, by the one u thought wil always love you? she wanted to leave cause she feel lik she really begging for the relationship. yet she noe she stil love him . but shes really really hurt by every single words he say. and wil he really really be happier when she leave?
she jolly well know when he said such things, that means der is no more feelings towards her. or rather his love for her had already dead. shes jus merely forcing him to be with her. its feels sad when the 1 u love tell u after so long, he need to re-consider. it makes her feel that she was together with someone that no longer love her, to the extend of chasing her away.

does he really want her to go? should she go since he jus dun care about her anymore.
and jus now, i saw her sitting down der, with tears flowing, struggling.
i guess she need love. she really needs him. but i know shes willing to let go cause no point if everything is only 1-sided .


maybe this is e saddest stories in her life.

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remind me of a phrase:
ru guo mei you le ni, wo gai ru he wan xia zou?

nights, my stomach is aching and i haven had my dinner and i m all alone right now.

Hoho month end le. broke liao. havent pay day yet. Haha. few day never blog le. baby keep asking mi "when is ur turn to blog' LOL!!! now I blogging she sitting beside mi supervising mi.

Work == getting boring whenever a day past. Till now there is still no new about the target of this month and its already month end le. Wat fear most is till now they still keep queit than i think this month no comission le. Den there goes our effort. Haiz. no motivation at all. Today free time i went around the jewelly shop looking for our new ring**** saw one pair caught my eyes cause its one one set and one design each. is mean there is no one same as us hoho. but still must KIV first.


Wow there is a very happy new tt baby is getting a dog for mi when my birthday come as birthday present. Very excisted lor coz it been so long i have a pet since Shadow( my previous dog dead) This time round we are going to name it junior. hoho I going to train him to be smart and gd doggy. Very very happy from yesterday till today i cant sleep. keep thinking of the name for him even i went to toilet ......... also think of it lor. Baby trying to be funny still wan to name it gaints haha.

K sleeping time liao coz this week all is morning shift lor. Will die if continues sleep so late. never become panda also bluff wan lor. K looking forward to everything. I wan change a new car, buy ring, save lot of money, set up our own business. take care of the new coming dog and of course baby la. worst now all our friend birthday around the corner must spend money le. lol.

I WAN TO GO BIG SHOPPING LOL.

3 days din blog ler. 3 days din slp too. i mean i slp. i was on the bed by 2 or 3 ler. but jus cannot fall asleep. flip n turn til morning wrkk again =( something is nt right with my health =/ hais.
i discover a veri nice lemon tea frm vita. smth that can only be found in maybe hk or china, i dnt noe. but its damn nice!!!! =) --------- >



oh . today my shop(s) tio raid. all the lv look a lik bag kena confiscated. serach warrant issued . kenneth seems sad. sigh. he evn keep all the anna suis before another raid come again. i think its jus jealousy frm SOME POOR BOSS OUTSIDE LAR. SEE PPL BUSINESS DO WELL DEN WAN SABO US RITE? NVM LOR, WHOEVER U ARE, UR TURN WIL COME SOON =) tsk.. tsk..



saw a damn nice bag at charles n keith today. its smth i had been lookin for , even kenneth brim in 2 batch i stil did nt buy cause either the material nt nice or the shape not nice. but jus now the 1 i see is sooooooooo damn nice! i m attracted to it. attracted to the classic black col n the princessy gold chains. but bb says he wont buy for mii , cause he say i hav a lot og bags ler. but to mii because i veri seldom wil buy smth unless i really really lik it. and normally the things i lik does not come cheap oso. but i really lik it. i dun mind havin more bags n shoes than anything else cause i feel shoes are the things that takes us to e nicest place , and bags are important to match ur clothings and the place u going. sigh =(!!!


... and i tell bb i wanna put braces on my teeth. i wan them straight and nice. and i dnt mind havin them on my teeth for 3 long yrs. but bb say cannot =( eveythin oso cannot. how sad. but its ok lo. u say wad den wad ba.

and friends, dun ask mii when i getting married, cause i oso hope it to happen soon but ask mr tan when he willing to marry me lor =) he jus mention a few days ago about changing rings. nt to those bits and pieces or perlini silver type but we go jwellery shop see see. he says that wil be the ring we wear til forever liao. so sweeeeeet. love ya! ok i gonna bathe n slp now . I REALLY NEED TO SLP, bb dnt snore pls =)

tmr i gg home(but i miss baby , i noe i wil ) . at least i dun hav to take a long journey home n bb oso dun need grumble abt fetching mii. hoho. anyway its ur turn to blog tmr. muacks!

so many days nevr blog. i muz be over tired ler!! sunday went juan house for her father in law bdae (sounds no link hor) but nver mind treat it as go der find little javian =) ..and was gossiping ard with ah soon about some one backstabbib some one(s)... tsk tsk tsk.. how bad, ppl really change. and this is my wrkkin environment now. how sad.

yesterday wrkk alone, maybe nt enough slp den whole day sian sian. sales chui oso. den at night bb come fetch mii. we drive ard wondering wher should we eat. we even reach pasir ris le but damn sianz. den i suggest go geylang see see. in the end we reach der, der is not even 1 parkin lot. we drove round n round , petrol low, he even show mii attitude. god noe wad i did wrong. veri unhappy. den we settle for claypot rice n tonic soup =/ nice!! but a bit over tonic ler, i veri hard to slp when i reach home. veri xin ku oso.
today. my off day! well same lor, rot whole day . bb cleaned whole day. den we quarrel oso. dunno y u always lik to say mii until lik fuck infront of everyone . how sad. i cry until i tired and fall aslp oso. den wake up went e-hub wit sandy wendy and their friend and bb of cos watch the hulk. its nt nice lor. no ending, no good story line. sigh!!!


share a tweety bird wit ah soon they all for joyce. though its not smth i wil buy for ppl but since i got no time so i leave the desicion to ah soon. i jus fork out the money lor. any way happy bade ar, chen da jie.haha!!!
nights. oh ya, bb says we are going shoppin in 2 weeks time!!!!=) yea!

Another saturday. its been a long time since i last blog. Morning went to work as usual. Trying my very best to hit target. clean up the shop when nothing to do. haiz so tired right now. reach home iron baby cloth the most .SO MANY CLOTH SHIT LOR EVERYDAY ANY HOW CHANGE. after his cloth is wash my smelly socks haha. Dinner was some left over food eg. some veg, pork meat, rice than i mydelf go cook some egg to eat wif. haiz. two hour later hungry again so cook noodle eat bread eat potato. lol haha.

oh ya nearly forgot damn piss off wif my reservice stuff. dun noe wat the stupid **** is doing man. knn last month ask mi go back take IPPT till now still havent pay mi back my make-up claim till my company keep asking mi damn fuck up. even my incentive also havent get lor. wtf. than call the stupid HQ, they only noe how to play tai ci. transfer my call here and there or give all sought of excuse. Think wat i very free izzit NO MONEY DEN DUN ASK US GO BACK LA.

Another surprise waiting for mi. Today when i open up the letter from the govt. it state i fail my IPPT and need to re-take WTF. Damn cock up lor. luckly i never throw away the result slip of the IPPT lor. stupid and cock-up department. guess wat this letter was send on 10/6/08 and i received on 14/6/08 which is today and in the letter state tt today 14/6/08 must go back for physical training otherwise will be charge. WTH hey come on la in the first place I didnt even fail lor stupid asshole. really need to complain the govt ah. take so much pay to pay them sleep izzit. still got an officer to sign still. Damn piss off.

logging off. calling u now la stop making so much nosie la. KBKP.

today ah ber change shift wit me. she was sick. so i took i over e sec shift. frm 11.30am. i woke up at 11.10am. hurhur. nothing surprising. ber more worse. 3 pm den come. hahaha. she sick lar thats why. fridae. but everything was nt so fine. slowed.... went carpark to smoke saw my fav character de car:

but the driver is nt even a bit cute. teehee. went off at ard 9 today. went to queue for baby fav- ramly burger. dunno y so long queue oso. but suan ler. for the sake of bb, cause he lik =)


was counting to ah ber my daily expenses on FOOD esp at cwp.

• lunch = a drink @ least 5.50 ++

• snack or when mouth itchy itchy = bubble tea, finger food, crystal jade prawn paste chicken wing , (its a must!!) at least $4.00++
  
• sushi - i always buy until $4 to $5 plus,
• den when i walk past the umeya counter i wil buy 100g of dry mangoes for $3.80
• but recently i bought 200g cuz too nice =) = $7.60!!!
• run of drink again. more drink n plain water = $3.00 at least.
• now gt pasar malam, i go 1 trip can buy ard $3.00..
• today i saw the mochi stall. damn fucking nice. i bought 2. each for $2.00
• and i plan to buy 2 every day til i get sick n tired of it. so approx $4.00 per day.

• and all this excludes the food i wil be eating again after my wrkk.
  

i might be small but i eat alot k!!! =)

super headache. i m a computer veri idiot yet i m tryin my very very best to understand, ALONE. sighs, its really hard wrkk n major efforts!!! very tired ler.
and oh ya, finally after so long me n baby reach home much more earlier than usual. call kfc but close ler. call macdonald but need to wait for 1 1/2 hrs. so i jus continue doing my stuffs. and feels hungry now. he jus use that veri irritated kind of tone on me. makes me even more fustrated. when i m tired, and i m rushing to complete all this stuffs plus i am very hungry now.
i dun noe la. sighs=(

wow. today ah ber was super late!!! she first shift i sec. sec shift staff reach earlier than the first. cwp management is gonna chase us out real soon. hahas. and oh me n ah ber looks similar today. wit permed hair. white blouse similar gathers. this is qiao he =) and we both bought our tops frm bkk.




today was really really bored. my nearly 3 weeks at cwp , today is the chuiest of all. duh. tmr better buck upp. was reading the final theory thingy ( AGAIN!!!!) this time wit baby at e side coaching, seems nice=) after all i can even drove up 4 th storeys of the multicarpark mysel ler!!!
yep i was right. dinner was maggie again today. gosh =( sighs..

i m thinking should i carry more brands for my________.. or stick to that brand first. cause for 1st order i muz hit a quota of 100 pcs first. headache. lets prey really hard it wil do well ks?

baby says: hes falling in lov wit me everyday. oh ya? haha. lurves yoo too.
to the bed now, nights.

so many days din blog ler, cause i was real busy. yep that day had a big tiff wit baby. nearly broke off. he says i m over suspicious. but i think it nt wrong to ask questions. he said he stil wil dote mii as usual. he says i m really pretty. but my attitude sucks. =( certain part of me tell mii i m in the wrong. but certain part of mi tell mii thats because i lack a sense of secure. i had learnt to keep quiet to evey ugly words i heard, this prob the biggest changes in me . i try to keep aside the my veri veri hot temper, but dnt trigger me. i accept e changes in me cause i belive hes my love, this is my fate. sighs.

yep over the weekends, i meetup wit ah soon hui juan yan xiu and their baby. javian is sho heavy now!!! so cute too =) i carried him the whole day and my arm hurts when i go home.













and i even bought a big can of choco baby(thats bb fav.) same size as our victoria secrets body splash and he finished it up in a moment. arrgh!!







yesterday we had our meeting and cwp target is e highest! stress =/ sighs.. zhi hao jia you ba. and oh we were talking about flasher . haha. teekopeks.. =(



jus now we went tampiness mall walk walk. stupid lar, again so late go out. all the shops alrd close by den. i jus wanted to go walk walk see see things. sighs. den this kiasu of mine bought 3 pack of maggie mees dunno for wad. looks lik my dinner wil be maggies for this 1 week ler. or more. haha.

wow smell nice!! lets go!!





and inside my head... stil i can hear the words he says....................................

my aim for july :
- lotsa commisions this mth, huat ar=)
- go bac driving center
- i wanna make specs- calvin klein
- start my spree- contact lens
- i wann a pink psp
-save $$ for *****(smth i wanna buy for bb birthday)
-i wanna go big shopping(i hope this time round i can find smth nice that i willing to find)
- i wanna go walk walk at the downtown east new complex(e-hub)
- and baby do u remb we are suppose to sit the sg flyer again in the day time instead??

Ya today is my day to blog again. but something special today is baby never go back home due to tomorrow i working early that y she staying over. Ya just have noodle and a warm milk. right now is 3.51am and i have to wake up in another 4hour time OMG everyday not enough sleep that y my pimper start to pop out le. eEEe not nice le.

Today after work went home take car than went to causeway point and fetch baby lor. by right wan to folllow her boss car de but half way lost them. in the end i take the longer way back to town. Ya reach town watch FREE movie because i have two free ticket. we watch chocolar tailand fighting show ya is a nice show which both of us enjoy. At last baby didnt complain say not nice la this and tt. Hey is u say wan watch de hor. so not nice also cannot complain coz is ur fault haha but luckly is nice. after show go pump patrol than shop at there buy milk la, noodle, tibit haiz all her stuff lol.. ok la going to sleep le otherwise i sure become panda. now will i am blogging she is smoking. everyday smoke so much. ass. night night. wan go hug u le