Love.

Friday, May 30, 2008

gosh =( ♥ 12:27 AM

today i waky at 9.30am . THATS A MIRACLE!!! lols, no choice, i now wrkkin at cwp. i need to bath , make up, wait for bus to interchange, den take train to tampiness den frm der took 969(damn bloody 1 hr ride), and i wrkk at 11.30, of cos i 12 plus den reach, but its alrd good enough i willing to wake at 9.30 le =).
SUCKS! once i reach cwp, i kena screen by 4 police ler. duh!! screen my ic, check my ciggy? eh hello, i m over 18 and i dnt smoke contrabands k! make mii so paiseh, ppl all look at me as if i commit some crime likdat, humph! WASTE MY TIME!
cwp was veri veri veri pack today. ppl all came out in groups - families to be exact. its smth that we can nvr experience @ cine or far east. cool ! way to go yea. baby say i wrkk too far away frm him, den he say it wil be the final n last time he wil come pick mii up at cwp. how sad, imagine i m alrd sad enogh to be far away from him, i expect he wil come all the way, at least i feel better aafter 1 whole busy day, at least at the end of the day , by going home tgt we at least can hav some private moments tgt. hais =(
i m veri veri hungry now, and bb the big chef is whippin yummy dinner again! cheers, i love u.
aww... i cant believe it in a few hours time, i m gg to take the stupid 969 again!!! arrrgh!

and this few day bb nver hug mii slp!

Thursday, May 29, 2008

today is wednesday. ♥ 1:48 AM

todae is nt tuesday, its wednesday!!! nver off wed before. well today bb spring - cleaned his room. dust all over.. today der is no breakfast lik usual =( . hmmm bad start. okay, ytd i start wrk at causeway point- an addition to the pbox shops. cool, it feels nice to be near home, yet at the time i feel i m so far frm bb. in order to wait for mii, he stay back after wrkk to do his stuffs. while i at cwp veri angry. suppose to 9.30pm close, 10pm i stil at cwp waiting for that jb to come wit all the stuffs! argh. in e end, bb went home first. den ken drove mii home. when i reachy home, that warmth dinner prepare by wendy with bb the helper welcomes mii. DELICIOUS!

jus now bb order pizza hut. oh its long since we last ate pizza. nicenice!! but today is wednesday, ice-cream man is nt here, duhh =( after that i wanted to buy cig. i oni hav $9.10 wit me. but because of this pack of cig, me n bb quarrel. wads wrong? why so calculative? damn upset, i cried.
and he just went to slp lik that. nowadays, we really nver communicate much to each other. yea indeed even though i m always besides u, but deep inside mii i m missing you. missing the fun bb that wil always teased mii n play with me. missing the bb whom i said is the warmest guy i hav ever met. miss you loads n ur everything. sigh.
even doing research to now i do it alone. i m tired but i never say, i persist. because i want to make your that sentence "why nt we do it ourselves" come through.
sigh. dnt leave mii alone, i wanna be wif u now til forever. lurves =)

Monday, May 26, 2008

family day. ♥ 2:35 AM

its late now. 2.35am. cannot sleep cause i waoke up at 4 plus in da aftnooon, i slept enough ler. so on the com and blog again. sweet sunday eh? hoho. went parkway wit bb's family. cool. wendy n mummy jus went shopping. me n baby go dating.. lol. ate swensens for dinner, wendy treat. so nice =) thanks thanks . teehee. baby was quite unhappy abt his bbq grilled chicken. he claimed that it did nt look lik as shown in the picture =( he wanna complained. cause the staff (stupid bangala) say that if wan look lik in the picture muz pay double!! no wonder he angry.
ytd 1 of my colleague went missing in action. and shes did nt went wrkk today, end up ppls are all looking for her. *sighs.
ytd i ran go bac bb hse, cause i miss him too much ler! and he finishes wrkk at 5 plus, so wad the diff if i stay put at his hm?? hoho.
well as for our "secret project" can says things are 1 step furthur. well its means good news for us of course. ah ber wil be my appointed designer for my ****(wil reveal out when its officially done).
baby i lurve u. hee.
milk, zzz, nights.

Sunday, May 25, 2008

Another saturday ♥ 1:06 AM

Today baby very late for work again hahaha. she need to work at 12pm and as per normal i wake her up at 10.15am but she dun wish to wake up and keep saying she tired. OF COURSE WILL TIRED LA EVERYTIME SLEEP SO LATE.CRAZY. U THINK U LIKE MI AH STILL CAN WAKE UP. lol. in the end the next thing she knew its 12pm already and she wanna blam mi for not waking her up. lol. Surname LAI. U noe i by right can no need to wake up and wake u up de hor. disturb mi sleeping only. See i so gd to u. U sleep late i also accompany u despite i still need to wake up early k. haiz everyday get to sleep only 5hr soon or later sure fall sick. reach home still must take care of this big baby. haiz. See i complain le. lol.

Ya today u going home agian but suddenly i use to sleep late le. till now still not tired. so watch tv lor. hmm today at work i tired to do as many sales as i can coz i still left target very far must motive them also so tired. everyday so many thing to do. stock and sales. omg.

Oh ya forgot to mention today when i was about to reach work place baby suddenly call mi say got someone wan to rob her phone but in the end fail coz got other people in her work place caught the attention and gave chase but in the end still let him got away. At first i though she wanna bluff mi or fooling around wif mi, in the end its REAL. Omg too bad i not there otherwise sure can catch the theif and beat him up before hand it to the police. BABY, U AH VERY LUCKY NEVER KANNA ROB AH OTHERWISE LOST ANOTHER HANDPHONE AGAIN. Everytime dun noe how to take care of own stuff. Blur like .......... K shall end here i wan watch jacky show le. night night.

Saturday, May 24, 2008

updates ♥ 2:29 AM

3 days din blog ler. cause bb de one senctence that day " we can do it oursel" . i was burning the midnight oil. browsing through the net.. wrkkin hard. even open a china msn account. god knows how to use it hoho. my aim or rather our aim: using the shortest time and low capital to archieve our goal. chimology. lol well a week had pass again and tmr is home-bound day. can say i m really really tired everyday. u noe .. hours of standings during wrkk. stress over sales. do research til at least 3 am everyday.. duhh. i m robot enen =). though bb keep scoldin mii to go slp, but i dun really bother abt it cause i jus wanna faster complete my thing. but hes angry because he stay up n wait for mii go bed tgt. sweeett uh? *lurves.
k i bought toto (the 5 millions draw) - haha dream on. but i short of 1 num and i won =(
luck is so near yet so far =/ these few days, i jus do my own things, bb watch dvd. den sleep. den next morning go wrkk separtely. we din communicate much either. awwwwww.... "i miss you playing wit me"! though we are just beside each other. i oso did nt talk much to my colleagues n friends, cause i keep my concentartion elsewher, i lik livin in my own world for this week. haha sorry ar, i got big things comin up for mysel. hee.
i long for a good night sleep, some luck and hope that bb wil love mii forever.
i m tired ler, bb tmr is ur turn to blog =). milk time, sleep.
p.s baby i hope we can wrk this "big thing" out tgt, wit ur efforts, ur help , ur comments wil be veri much appreciated. better than i do everything mysel right? *hugs.
and today the sales sucks terribly, prob the worst i haf done for f.e p/c on a friday. SUCKS. ENCI JIA YOU TMR !
:P :P :P

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

being force to blog ♥ 10:37 PM

See blog name u will noe already being force to blog today, by right i only blog on saturday when she not around. See la she now sitting beside mi supervising mi blogging. Angry. Today as usual wake up up than cook breakfast for her lor. Onces done le go wake her up but who noe in the end she say mi nv wake her up early WTH. not even a Thank You lor. dun understand my intention at all.
I just wan her to sleep more than onces wake up le can have a warm breakfast but in the end this is wat i getting. So angry lor so i ask her not to eat at all. In the end i eat up the whole thing. As usual we wake up at around 3pm to have "breakfast" haha. than i go clean up the room. After tt we watch Lust Custion together *F not nice at all lor than till evening time my mum reach home le than i run to toilet to bath. just nice the show is having sex lol. Than this Lai Enci boom mi out say i watch than run to toilet. KNS. luckly all adult le my parent is ok wif it de but some how i also will feel uneasy de ma. Haiz than someone throw girl temper again lor coz I change of plan nv go swim due some reason c
oz next week i also have to do a big cleaning for my house and needless to say my car too. than just nice can go swim after a hot day sweating ma. but she hor dun understand de. but after dinner ok le. still wan to steal my Ice-cream eat. hmm. After eating i say go out. den she thought we going downstair to smoke only but in the end I brought her to the near by park to play swing. Once reach there le can she happy until can see her white teeth coz there is quite dark de.
Just like a Children like tt scare this and tt but still wan to swing but dun dare go high high.
most funny is kanna disturb by children haha the children happen to be down there too turn her merry go round untill giddy like tt. Than i down there laughing. hahahahaha. '

After all the playing we went to the nearby shopping central to intend to buy bubble tea. but we end up getting bubble tea and go in disturb those sale person by Spoting their pricing. hahaa. Put it in a nice way is maketing la. lol. I also brought a chicken wing for myself before heading home.

While blogging i suddenly heard a loud Fart which came from...... my dad haha. This is my family very friendy and funny de. Lol ok end of the blog. I wan faster go bath le very sticky and smelly. After bathing is....... DVD time. haha.

wa lau. ♥ 2:06 AM

vesak day. crowd was quite ok today. sales at least nt that kinda of bad. after 8pm i think i m stuck all the way to closing. i short of $6 hit 400. fuck. =/today the viola staff complain abt the new gal "planta" . lol. told u good luck ler, cfm gt ppl aim u wan.. today bb came veri early so can say almost 95% of the cart is he close de. *clap. we went home, and bb n the family were talking abt ghosts. duhhh =x den we head to kaki bukit to hav our dinner, my first time der, looks lik ders a great variety of foods to choose frm ( if we are der even earlier =) ) i ate laksa he ate kuay chap and 2 chicky wengs (fav.) hee. after that he was feelin sick god noe why.
jus now play play play, he accidentally slap mii, wtf. my tears drop. cause nobody had slap mii b4. i jus dnt lik the sound that hot pain on my cheek. i dnt feel lik talking to him ,he scold mii fucker . wth. CANT U SEE THAT I M VERI UPSET? fine. that day i mentioned he date mii watch dvd. ya its been 1 week, we r suppose to watch it todae, but i think its yet another white lie. wadever.
today i wrkk 12 pm, i woke at 11.30 plus, i bathe, blow dry my hair. - and i took cab again =/ i think accumulate 100 plus is on cab so far liao, I BETTERB WAKE UP MY IDEA. cannot cannot, i need to train, to force mysel to wake up bit earlier. tmr is my off day, i think i m gonna rot all e way at home as usual. sigh. nvm, a big shopping spree is comin up. o m comin i m comin!!
its too early to zz now. but its nt too late to watch a disc. so howww??
enen sad . "jus when u wanna marry me? u said ursel it wil be on.. .. i dnt wan say ler.
e day ended this way again .

Monday, May 19, 2008

zzzz ♥ 1:43 AM

todae i super in concussion . lol . slept til 3 plus den the sun was so blazing hot until i could nt take it.. den i woke up for a while .. watch tv.. 6 pus when the temp is cooler i went bac zzz again. all the way to 8pm. i had recharged the amount of batt i needed for this coming week ler. hoho. weather is really hot this few day. veri hard to slp oso =/
today kenneth told mii a stunning news. i m gg to wrkk wit that some one. its impossible for us to wrkk tgt, every1 noe. but kenneth wann mii train her cause shes nt so good at pushcart. oh my god how m i gg to that? =( sighs.. jus nw we had a chicky meal , lol fried chicken n bbq chicken and rice. den we watch the tootpig jacky wu show. laugh all the way til now.
think today gt some nasty customers .. and he nag all the way. . oh ya i changed bac my hp wit ah yan, cause mine spoil alrd =/ all my hp dun last lor. i m a roughy princess. teehee=)
today my day was spend sleeping so i gt nth much to blog. nights. love ya baby .

Sunday, May 18, 2008

my turn again ♥ 1:51 AM

Yayaya I was sleeping. only noe how to complain. The true is i ask u to call mi half an hour before u plan to leave to wake mi u to go fetch u but is u urself dun wan de hor. so dun blame mi k. Ya my turn to blog again. firstly must say today i almost late coz this piggy baby sleep till very late than willing to go bath. some more take her time make up tt y i cant do my own stuff. Hmm. Ya today work is still de same. not bad today near to 3k. But we close very late almost 10.20, by right is 9.30 haiz do almost 1hr extra also no pay take. After work go find baby give her a surprise coz i miz her. And she also going back her home sleep so no one to hugg too. ya go over there her speaker for nothing drop onto the ground and make so must noise and attention. The next thing i noe is so many people looking at mi as if is i make drop wan. Hey i never do anything hor i just sit do there than suddenly down from my behind. K la i wan watch tv than later go sleep le. Night pigg pig.

Saturday, May 17, 2008

sucks . ♥ 1:48 AM

i think from 2 days ago i din blog til now. veri veri veri angry. my last blog mentioned that baby is cookin . dunno gt my share nt, ya indeed dnt hav. den he ask mii wan nt. fine den i go take bowl .. he ask mii scoop mysel. wtf. that plate of fried rice is place above a small stool. so cramp how to scoop it my sel !! fine if wann make things so difficult for mii den i dnt eat ler. ya but i m really hungry =/
... so after while. i went to buy food for mysel. i walked alone on the dark n chilly path leading to the coffee shop . i sat der and ate the meal by mysel cause it was in the midnight alrd by the time buy back oso dnt noe how late ler. AND I SWEAR ITS THE FIRST TIME I EAT ALONE OUTSIDE AT THAT HOUR. den i walk back home again. =( den after that we din talk for the next day. damn f.
went kbox ytd. wit kenneth, jb they all. abit bored. cause most of the time e mike is nt wit us. lol. suppose to ask bb drive mii home (imagine for 1 day dnt talk den finally willing to talk to each other ) thats y he willing to come fetch mii. but in the end nver . cause he was alrd sleepin so i might as well as kenneth drive mi bac than wakin him up. but at least he gt the heart to want come fetch mii. lurves ..
today wrkk at cine cart wit ah ber. shes first time here .blur.. and we dnt even noe how to close the cart cause none of us did til closing b4. so i get ah gong to help her. sales was quite chui initially, but pick up when the crowd becomes strong. more sales = more comm= more money for shopping. wahaaaaaa. aidah came all the way to cine to show mii she is wearing the top i gave her, and shes using the bag she bought frm mii. hoho, so nice!!
feeling veri veri full now , cause we had s splendid dinner of bedok 85 ba chor mee, otah n chicky wengs(my fav).... xinfu.
its milk time. and we bought quite a few "milk straw'' wil turn ur fresh milk to the flavour of the straw u are sucking, at least the milk dnt stinks anymore. gonna slp soon cause i had been takin cab for 3 days ler, due to overslept. ytd was the worst. i wann bb hug mii but he dun wan. so i flare temper flare until he willing to hug mii den i fall asleep, which is in the morning ler! arrrgh! so i was veri late until der is nt even time for mii to blow dry my hair, i simply grab my hair dryer n straightener n go pushcart to blowdry my hair. hahas . lame.
b, tmr its the weekly home session again, u nver hug mii i oso dnt wan slp ler. imagine i m nt der. wil u miss mii nt?! and remb to do ur weekly blogging. muackx ur......... hahaha. nights!

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

raining, sleepy. bored. ♥ 11:53 PM

todae i slept til veri late oso. hee. cause da whole rm dark dark plus outside raining heavily.. cant help mysel frm slpin more oso. lol .b' s daddy send mii to the interchange cause der was nt even an umbrella in da whole hse. guess all taken away n in da car. hoho. nt in the mood for any sales today. so cooling.. so sleepy. can say i m rotting da whole day. =/
baby had decided nt to join sincere, to mii i feel that is he dare nt face challenge, cause he is alrd veri comfortable in his formal wrkkin place alrd. but if i were him, i wil go for it. and i m veri sure i wil be able to wrkk mysel up right frm the scratch. wadever it is, i m nt too happy abt. imagine sacrificing dinner and waiting for his cousin to type that cover letter for him. imagine leaving mii alone early in the morning on my off day and be back lik oni 5 hrs later. imagine all the phone calls ard, without that phone call u wil hav more time for mii. imagine all our opinions .. all means nth wherby u had alrd decided to stay. wad for? forget it. because of this u wanna talk to mii eh? fine. u said that always go home nt once happy? hey u sure things is REALLY THAT WAY NT? forget it lar. i wnt say much or even say out, cause lik wad i said .. even if i tel u all the unhapppiness , u dun understand or care . so i rather kip it inside my heart . save trouble oso. yep. to stay or quit.. i stay my hands off this alrd. because my opinions are always fall upon deaf ears.
we din talk all e way frm city hall til now. i m so so hungry. once open the door. can smell smth so nice. -wendy cooking mince pork wit dunno wad.
she gt e talent in cooking =) thats so damn cool.
baby bzy cookin oso . dunno wad e hell he cook. and i dunno even noe gt my share nt =/
... oh ya. todae the sophia aunty nex door. happy. she suddenly come out say wann hug mii. i ask y. she say she tio second prize 4-d. 44 k. her hubby won 52 k. imagine having 100k out of a sudden. coolz.
if i ever win 4-d.. i wanna make over my room into very very princessy style. den i wanna go photo shoot wit my whole family. maybe went a 3mths holiday all ard wit bb.. den i wanna buy a new bed for my mum cause i think she dun plan to change hers, den maybe make over ah yan n ah boy room cause i wanna create their own space for them .. den i wil donate some to the old folks home, cause i wil nver forget hw heart breakin to see my own grand ma der, that time. and if i stil hav enough.. i wil open a shop and thats when in wrkk to the highest point of my life. LOVELY =) .. and i better stop day dreaming.....
enci better wake up ur idea .

yahoo! ♥ 12:45 AM

dun think i coma til the sun shine on my butt today k. bb went out early in da morning for the interview to sincere. end up ppl refer him to ematous . lol . dunno he wanna accept or nt. up to him lar. i stil nt ready to left my comfort zone yet. i have plan big things ahead for mii =) jia you jia you.
being influence by ah gong , i went to the s.p.i website to hav a look. interesting. can get to know more abt (TT KINDA OF THINGS) lol. as usual today is ice - cream day. favorite. cause the ice cream man come on tuesday. . after a short nap, 1 wonderful home cook dinner , out we go, for a movie . i gt complimentry movie tixs.. given to mii by my insurance company. aft much arguement and hesitation, i gif in to him and watch the nt- my - style - show : iron man. think baby jus lik it lar. robots, computer animations, bombs and bad ppl killed. guys are always guys. sigh!!! think he enjoyed the show, and u dun tell mii wad i dnt acc u watch den u hav to find others watch le lor. cause i stil did it. hug mii and say love mii hor. nw bac at home again, watching his ah bao . lol.
at least this off day i m nt bein locked indoors , anyway its been long since we watch any movie- dating. i lik !!
yep, this is the kind of simple life that jus any1 wil ask for. great.
NW THE WHOLE HSE STINKS OF DURIANS!!! YUCKS. I BET UR MOUTH MUZ BE VERI VERI (X 10) STINKY NW!!!!!!

hahaha. baby chou chou....

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

angry. ♥ 1:56 AM

mondae . sucks. well starting of the day i m oready veri pissed off alrd. y ?as usual u always do things without letting mii noe. when i probe or when things happened, den u say. wad for? if things are bein arrange earlier and i m prepared for it alrd, i guess it wnt be so bad after all. make it a point to say, to tell, on time. even i can did that y cant u? wadever it is, if u dun feel important to tell mii, den forget it ler. i m tired that we are always over this topic.
today i was veri late oso. cause i think an early sms of his wake mii up. i stay awake for awhile den i fall asleep again. once i fall aslp, i cannt stop. thats y i have to sleep even longer and i wake up late. f*** the whoever who send that sms . wadever. oh ya. ytd we wore the bathrobe. he look lik a shao ye in that thingy. nice!
just nw we had our pbox meeting @ the jap pasta restuarant @ cine. e food was nt that nice =/
luckily its nt at anything bad but at least we are half time better than last yr de thid period. now the whole shop is full of "in- charges", wit assistant somemore. oni i m alone. yea and we spend da whole night playin five- tens & sisscors paper stone. so that the 1 who lose wil eat the foods. so that eventually e food wil be finished. after e food is finish, we drank e water- plain water. each time lose is half a cup. and i drank 3 full cups in less than 15 mins. poor my bladder. simply sucks sucks sucks . lol but its fun tough. bb join in later on oso, and he and that lau jb is a CHEATER .lol or rather skilled cheater. haha. cleaver u la =)
i jus went to hug bb cause he looks damn in pain - his ears. [partially oso my fault. cause i maybe exert too much force, but hav to cause its stick to the skin itself oso] =/
tmr somebody gg interview @ sincere early in da morning. wad a bad start for my off day. simply gt no time for mii. so wad for? sigh.
........... i dnt noe lar. wadever. i wanna bathe n slp ler. my wekly coma session. hoho.
....................................and i dnt lik todae.

Monday, May 12, 2008

beautiful. ♥ 12:31 AM

ytd, so fuck up. damn angry wit u. but for e sake of u writing ur blog, i forgif u. =)
din sleep or coma for too long todae, cause bb finishes wrkk at 7.30 pm.. but in the end i stil late. before i went to the lift, i saw the beautiful sight of the sun set, and i quickly took a picture down of it.

beautiful, isnt it?
... oh ya, ytd was raining heavily.. lightnings u noe. i hate tt! was browsing ah yan's hp (previously mine BABY BROUGHT IT FOR MI WHEN I LOST THE OLD ONE) and saw that warmth folder , containing warm msg .. all are so so so so nice, compare to now, its such a big diff can . the honey - moon period thingy really exist after all.
my favorites are : (from bb to enen ) -

"BABY LOVIN U & TAKING CARE OF U IS THE ONLI THING
I CAN DO FOR U.. I WIL ALWAYS BE DER FOR U WHENEVER U NID MII.
DUN CARE WHEREVER U R.. I LOVE U. MUACK "

"HAHA EVERYTIME I SURPRISE U HERE AND THERE.. I LOV TO MAKE U HAPPY.. PRINCESS.. HUGS "

"WHEN EVER I SAW U.. IT JUST MAKE MII WANNA BE THERE TO PROTECT U.. HUG U & SHOWER MY LOVE FOR U..JUST FEEL VERY COMFORTABLE. UR SILLY MISTAK ALSO WIL MAKE MI LAUGHT.. VERY HARD TO DESCRIBE LA.. JUS NOE TT I WIL NV EVER WAN TO BE APART FROM U "

"MY BABY IS SO PRETTY.. I JUST LOVE HER WIF MY WHOLE HEART.. WAN TO PROTECT HER, TAKE CARE OF HERAND SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE WIF HER. LAI ENCI U WILLING? "

"SORRY. I REALLY SCARE SOMEDAY I MIGHT LOSE U..BUT I ALSO DUN WAN U TO BE UNHAPPY. I ALSO WIL FEEL UNHAPPY IF U R. COZ I REALLY LOVE U..

"OF COURSE I WISH TO TOO.. GET BACK WIF ALL MY STRENGTH TO PROTECT AND PLAY WIF MY LITTLE PRINCESS HERE"

" YA LOV U TOO LA.. THERE IS 3 THING WHICH WIL ALWAY TOGETHER IN MY HEART FOR U.. LOV, MIZ & CARE. LOV IS MUST. MIZ IS DEFINALLY. CARE COZ U R MY ONLY LAO PO "

****all this are in original spellings of his. thou brokened yet i can understand. so nice eh? BEAUTIFUL WORDS ARE MEANT TO BE REMB FOREVER. 8mths ler, way to go =)

and ytd i own this BEAUTIFUL blusher frm jil stuart. its every gal d dream, or rather every princess de dream . i lik it soooooooooooooooo much can!! it cost a hefty $95. cool . i m a princess =)

... oh ya.. jus now i weigh mysel on the scale. i m 40 kg now!!!!! 1st time in my whole life . bb say its stil nt enough. from 37 to 40 lei!!! how fat u wan mii to be? =/ lol.

tmr is jus another wrkkin day again, but its ok. bb date mii to watch dvd tmr after wrkk. wahaa. lookin forward to it.

.......... and wish my BEAUTIFUL mum and urs, a happy happy mothers' day.

Sunday, May 11, 2008

rushing to work ♥ 1:01 PM

omg rushing to work but still came here write this blog. hehe just now try to logg in but suddenly cant remember the password. Luckly now can remember le that y i'm here to blog. lol. Ok yesterday nothing much happen only baby whole day not even sms mi. so i angry wif her and dun sms her also. As usual every saturday baby go home sleep so i sleep alone yesterday. but i manage to fall asleep very quickly because i am too damn tired le. Baby sms mi at 4am in the morning telling me she misss mi alot and is raining heavily, so how wish i was beside her coz she scare of lighting and thunder but not mi =( haha lol. ok Today whole family went for breakfast to celebrate mother day so wake up at 9am lor but i work at 2.30pm leh. wah lau so early wake up & can sleep fully also. ok la tt all i have to say for now. rushing for work. If there is anything new than my baby will update tonight herself hehe. Happy reading.

Logging off 01.13pm. =) counting down to see uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.

Saturday, May 10, 2008

cute ♥ 12:24 AM

i m bein told to go wrkk early todae but in the end the kenneth late himsel. lol =) i m at cine, pushcart today. spend the whole afternoon packin n unpackin.. in the end, the cart was nt veri full after all. oni after 8pm den we gt more stocks n sales start comin in. cool. but i think far east is nicer, cause cine pushcart , i jus cant get used to the lightnings yet. make mii feel so dizzy. =/
wrkk wit joyce, nth but full of lame shit. haha. today i left my phone at baby hse. i realise it when im jus under the block, but i lazy go up take, at the same time some one say dnt be late, so i just proceed lor. when i call baby , he says my fone is nt in his hse, and its alrd off. i was lik.... fine at night den go bac double check again . den while packin .. out of nowher bb appear. -wit my fone. so nice, brightened up my day wit ur that sweet n simple gesture of love to me. mmmuackk. i m ur sotong gongzhu.
baby seeems to be bzy for the whole day oso , din even say u miss mii today!! today ah soon nver go loading bay, cause i was at the front door der, so nice la. hoho. well today topic is oso abt tat new gal of pbox, big size , ugly... blah blah..blah. lol. i din even saw her b4, but colleagues' impression of her doesnt seems good eh? u good luck, take care. hoho.
baby came drive mii todae, OH MY GOD, he speed , kena caugth by tp. i think he muz be veri angry or sad. but he is nt in his usual self lei . he jus keep playin n smiling. but last time he wil flare veri big temper wan . jus lik ytd that hongchang msg mii, normally he wil get veri angry at mii. but he is nt lei. why ar? wad happen to u? why arent u "normal" reccently??? =/ sigh.
tmr its the once-a-week -at -woodlands day again. awwwwww, baby i miss u ler. lei , lei, lei! how? how? how? duhh.. wa, veri veri tired. i m lookin forward to coma on sundae . hee.
baby now good life. veri relac oni, watch dvd eat fried chicken. jus now earlier on he......
(see) ------>

... and that belongs to mii!!! gotcha! haha. cute thou. muacks .
i wanna bathe . i m tired. bb tmr i nt ard. most prob wnt be blogging, its ur turn to blog. hha, see ya on sunday =(

Friday, May 9, 2008

oops =/ . ♥ 1:39 AM

today i was super late. cause i was super tired =( i knew i had to wake up le, but my mentality tells mii i cant. so i jus continue sleeping til e veri last min , wake up bathe n out i go. baby was nice, he rushed himself to go wrkk wit mii. even though he is far too early frm his wrkking time. i booked a cab, but baby decided to go on his on , cause he dnt wan to reach too early. yep, anyway i appreciate ur efforts. *hugs. tired. pushcart is really veri challenging. stand most of the time. u start early but u end late. arghhhhhh. tmr i gg cine AGAIN , but new pushcart, jia you!!
veri funny the gals had been telling mii abt the new gal ugly this n that. really meh? shall see shall see. lol. kenneth ask mii dnt gif a face, who does she think she is. unless u tell say she is god, den i wont. =) today the far east atm stupid! cnnt dispense cash =/ i gt no money to buy water lor, imagine. for the whole day can. thanks audrey for lending mii $1.50. hee.

well a day had ended , supposingly to be nice but......... suddenly dat hongchang msg mii. wth. i tot i already delete his number alrd but bb says i oni del the phone de, ya i suppose ba. i oso nt veri familiar wit sony eric fones. ppl oni say suddenly tot of mii nt wad i love u stuffs, that prove my innocence oso. and such msgs should nt be kept oso, wad for? hope u understand .. anyway its NO MORE between me n him oso. den after that we went to have our dinner at blk 400 plus der. i ate thr tomyum u mian (NOT COOKED, PUI!) baby more worse- fish soup wit caterpillar =( and baby is so nice nt to make a fuss of it, YA DEN Y U COMPLAIN TO MII!!!the aunty or the m.i.c ask me " eh gt eat the worm down nt?? " WTF, AUNTY I WAN COMPLAIN U AND UR FOOD. but baby say its ok. arrgh, fine den.

-------------------------> the f***ing worm .

.... jus now i help bb cleanse his ten yr nver clean de ear. i had been clearin it for days, but it seems no ending. its too gross to elaborate much or even take a picture, jus as i feel proud abt gettin 1 big chunk out, opx, i injured his ear. abrasion. bleed. ahhhhhhhh , its so horrible!! i jus wanna be nice, i jus hope veri soon u can hear again but i dnt mean to injured u . bb keep an wei wo trying nt to frightened mii or make mii feel sad, because it was alrd bleeding , but he jus keep smile n all that. so nice, makes mii feel even more sad. baby pls get well soon . and i m sorry =(

today baby bought dvds again! ya and forget abt the shows i wan. tsk....
but he nver tell mii , so i spend money cannt u spend jiu can lor.
den buy le wan secretly watch den when i watch den u k k acc mii watch , wherby u alrd watch finish !!! but baby says, thats because he dnt wan mii to feel sad so sometimes he need to say a white lie. it can be bad when some one lie to u, but it can be nice when its meant to make sure u are nt upset. ya la, but cannot lie ar, i wil angry =/ but anyway its the love that count .
wad else are the things that was done or said to make sure it wnt upset mii? hurhur. yep yep. its milkkkk time, and ya.. that silly of mine, is glued to the sofa wit the jus-bought dvd...........

# if u cant hear anymore, i wil be ur ears =) bao bao get wwell soon.

Thursday, May 8, 2008

hao lei ! ♥ 12:16 AM

sooo tired =( pushcart is nt that easy anymore. more stuffs to keep. veri tired packin n unpacking. last time pushcart jus sit around cfm wil hav sales oso, now sorry hor. u gt to talk n talk n talk den u wil hav something. sit less than a while ppl came lookin again. wtf. TIRED. i m mssy panda enen. i wrk earlier than e others i went home ard e same time wit the cine ppl. today baby go wrkk at vivo. sucks place. tsk..tsk. today baby finishes wrkk first. so good hor. i struggling der =( hur hur.. i think i decided to perm perm my hair nex mth. haha change style. i wanna go shoppin can!!! $$$$$ i m gonna wrkk hard on this coming great singapore sales. hee.
ah soon i miss u haha =) baby watching ah bao , dnt wan mii ler. crazy over it. lol. today was quite a "fun'' day. that aidah keep disturb disturb. so i jus play n play.. wo zhen de hao lei ! i need to sleep a full 12 hrs at least.......... =(
baby i love you always. u?
jus now the cha kuay tiao suckkkks. eee.

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

wif . love ♥ 2:08 AM

today i left for wrkk first, cause that piggy of mine cannt wake up to pei mii go wrkk. and he blame mii for nt wakin him up=/ lol.was busy once i set up the pushcart. new arrivals again. now the cart is too overloaded. hoho. was busy talkin when i turn my head around.. someone was walkin towards mii. BABY!!! someboday came n gif mii a surprise ehh. wanted to find mii for lunch, but 3 mins before u reach, i jus ate finish =( but i oso veri nice. i go pei u. *kiss mii . well at least for once mondae is nt so blue. LOVE YOO . ! tmr is our off day!! are we going movie??
while waiting for train home...

me: "baby when u old u wil be bald lei."
baby: "den u stil wann me nt?"
me : "ya.." me : den my n n saggy how? wil stil wann nt??
baby : ya *that kind of cheeky smile.
me : baby when we 70 yrs old wil u stil mii go movie. ?
baby : *think for a while - "ya"

simple sweetness. so sweet. k , i wil wait for u to date mii for a movie when i m 70.
ma de. jus now i hear some one shout shout den ask baby follow mii go take a look at the window. veri loud but cant hear wad the man shouting abt. den thi

s idiot jus shout at my ear. frightened mii =( can some one resume my heart beat. =/ hey u stop laughing. wait tmr everybody tot we quarrel that u shout shout. go tell them u are oei-ing at the mad man lei

oh ya before we bored the train, we saw this giant, and two drawfs lei !!

hoho.. cute? yep off day, here we come!!
monday is no longer blue =)

Monday, May 5, 2008

=( ♥ 1:43 AM

.. so ur blog is my surprise! well today is my off day again. todae ah yan wann mii to get her a birthdae pressie. we went cause way point wit my mum and her. she everything oso dnt wan, ask mii buy for her a arcade card. dionkz!!! NO WAY. after that i met kenneth went ...... to get some stocks. i quite lik e bags i hav chosen. i hope consumers wil lik them too. jia you jia you!!! friday i wil do the " opening ceremony " for cine pushcart.it feels good, to be the first for every shop opened. hoho.
went baby wrkplace today, I M GONNA LET THE WHOLE WORLD NOE, DER IS 1 VERI BIRD FACE STAFF AT DER. MALAY MINAH. STEP. she gave mii a face, as ur gf u mean i cant let u noe ppl is bein nt nice to mi? i think its better nt to voice out any unhappiness, anyway thats e way i m oso, i dnt tell out the things i wanna say. after that we had a big tiff. sometimes the issue is nt about i being over sensitive or wad. in my shoe, i think u care too much for the others, but nt a bit more for mii. i dnt noe how to say or furthur elaborate it. yep. and der u are showin mii faces right now, despite u tell mii nt to.
after an tiring n bad day, at least ur blog put a hidden smile on my face. its jus lik a love letter wit ample of nice imagination space and wit all the imaginations its enough for the reason behind that hidden smile. =)
on da 3rd is our 8th mth. but oni i seems the one to remb it. every mth, i m olways the first to wish u...
sigh. i m stil looking forward to our coming off day. are u?

Sunday, May 4, 2008

my first time ♥ 1:25 AM

oh my god. this is my first time writing a blog. Its for u baby pls dun say i never go write k. Before i went to bed i will die die write for u. touch ma???? haha. Well this few days is so hot and i'm sweating while i was typing. Just reach home after sending baby home. haiz so sad this few days lao po go back home so boring and missssss u damn much.

Today went back to camp for my IPPT test wow wat a tired day . too long nv exercises le my 2.4 run till i nearly die. its is first time in my whole life i got this fail feeling but luckly still can pass. haha. from today onwards i need to train my fitness again le. must pull baby go also. baby u noe last time i can get gold than become silver than now become just pass only lelele. Next time i think they ask me back i will fail le if i carry on eat, sleep, smoke and......... haha u noe de la. Ya baby i miss u load miss u beside mi sleep. haiz still got one more day to go. tonight still must sleep alone SAD =( Baby today anyhow spend money again than kanna say by mi. cause i say not nice and she is very sad. hmm i really dun noe wat to type le. K shall count down to see u real soon. k. Now everybody also noe i'm ur baby and u r mine too lol. even beside her pushcart aunti also say so. OK i shall log off and go to bed le. miss u MUACK.

Friday, May 2, 2008

a. goOd start. ♥ 1:17 AM

tired tired tired!!! ytd din blog. nth much happen. ONI AN IPOD BEIN STOLEN . hey mr tan its nt a dummy!!!! its a real thingy, so sway can. it had been der for as long as i m der -i mean shop.
i m gonna pay for an ipod which i dnt even own 1 mysel!!! damn the fucker who took it can.
today, i m bac to some wher i m familiar wit =) far east push cart

, on a labour day, on my pay day .hurhur. good start eh? when i reac der, everybody was lik : enen!!!!! i miss u ? lol. cute though. veri tiring. i had no chair to sit on for almost half of the day. until they brim over MY CHAIR. brought by mr tan previously when i wrk push cart last time , was actually well kept in da office. hee. loves loves =D e pushcart looks alot better than before. wit proper lightnings n more product =) GREAT. but compettitors seems strong. wit that TWO PUSHCART AT DER LEH LONG LEH LONG. *faint!!!! but jia you jia you!! my aim is to go big shoppin nex mth. pink psp, and that pink n gold hp!!! $$$$ come come =) tired, today baby shit and tell mii he miss me, and he gave me a lucky kiss jus when i begin my day. so sweeeeeeeeeeeeeet ! loves . MY DAY ENDED WIT KOPI ON MY LEVIS JEANS, CAUSE I FELL DOWN. =( u lar, wan k k laugh rite. real bad!!! but its a funny ending to my day, first day of e mth, indeed a happy start . way to go ya. my legs was all red and sore frm the hourss of standing. but somebody legs, funnier than mii.

always der n unforgettable too. hoho. its indeed a happy day. ming tian hui gen hao !!! *** by the way i bought 1 new sales book for push cart tot wil huat. scarly all blank page i at der draw lines til i mad. its nt 50 or 100 pg k. i think its more than 500 pg!!!

thanks ah soon n joyce for DRAWIN THAT 1 OR 2 PAGE FOR MII EH, OUT OF THE 500 PG. haha. endin my day wit a smile, and 2 chicken wings frm ikea in his hand, beside mii rite nw =/ # today i bought a damn c de bag. nice nice nice!!!! nights , love mr tan . haha. tmr and the day after hope to see ur blog. tell mii abt ur reservice ar. cya on sunday. i missssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss u can .#